Bad mood (not a post full of rainbows and sunshine)

Here's why:

1. Previous post.

2. I believe I am faster than my slowpoke computer.

3. My college degree which I worked really hard for, earned, somehow have in my possession is completely worthless to me. Even if I could go back to work, there is nothing around our next station that applies to me.

4. I miss my life pre-kids. I've become socially retarded by being a SAHM, which was evident last Friday when I was surrounded by great people that I like and couldn't think of anything to say.

5. A particular person thinks it's funny to kick me while I'm down. They'd better watch it, because I may kick back when they least expect it.

6. My dog only barks like crazy when the kids are asleep. Whiskey tango foxtrot?

7. Hubby has duty tonight... which he told me about via text this morning. So I had to play "mom & dad" again.

8. Hubby's "only duty free weekend" turned into being on separate agendas on Saturday, and spending nearly the entire day Sunday apart. Awesome.

9. Shipping my car tomorrow, so was told by Hubby not to use it today (since, you know, it might get dirty... like it won't get dirty sitting on a vessel in the open sea for a month). Have no milk in the house.

10. LB just woke up... at 10pm. Crying. JC will be waking up soon, crying and wanting to eat. Just when, exactly, do I get to sleep?? Now I feel guilty for wanting to put myself first... and want to cry because I feel like a bad mom for having two kids that pretty much cried all day and I couldn't do anything to calm them.

11. Realized that four of my reasons for being in a bad mood involved Hubby. :(