Not feeling it

I'm in a bad mood today. I don't know why. I'm just all pissy and exhausted.

Last night, I went out with some boat wives to dinner and movie. We saw The Hangover, by the way. Pretty funny! Saw a preview for Bruno- gotta see that with the ladies. We had a really good time- I'm glad we could plan it so I could get a sitter in advance. Anyway, I came home at 10:30 last night, not too late. I spent about an hour writing to the Hubby and checking facebook and catching some SNL before I went to sleep. Then I woke up at about 3am- I swear I felt like I was going into labor. Just Braxton Hicks coupled with gas, but it sucked. Then LB woke up before 7am.

So all morning, and I know I'm a terrible mom for doing this, I left the Disney channel on and took a nap on the couch. I was so tired! And I feel like I could sleep some more. I've been like this for the past couple of days, and I don't know if it's because the pregnancy is just progressing or what, but I'm sick of it. It's so frustrating to be exhausted all the time... which is putting me in a pissy mood.

Some of the boat ladies were going to the beach today, but I haven't heard which beach, which is probably better that way. I don't think I could chase LB around out in the hot sun today- not being this tired. I really think this might be one of those "lay around the house" days. Totally boring for LB, but I just can't get my fat ass moving. That's another thing that's pissing me off. I know that I'm supposed to gain weight because I'm pregnant, but it's bothering me that I'm already at the weight I am. I love my kids so much, but I'm not too thrilled about the extra pounds that come along with it.

Pair the low self-esteem, Braxton Hicks from last night, and an early bird of a son, and I'm just in one of those moods. Grumpy. Exasperated. Lazy. Hormone-induced emotional. And all I can think about is, I can't wait until Hubby gets home.