In a mood

Today is a cool, sunny day. I got a good workout in and this morning went just smoothly with the boys.

But I'm in a bad mood because of a few things. After over a week of hearing nothing, I finally called my doc and asked what was up with that x-ray I had done. Apparently, nothing. It looked normal. Of course it did, because my body has a funny way of being messed up and not showing it. But clearly my pelvis is not right, because it shouldn't be achy just standing (like right this minute). So she ordered an MRI. I know what the outcome will be: it will be normal. Just like every other test I've had done. Maybe I really AM crazy...

Also, Hubby sent me this email that started "Don't take this the wrong way, but...". Any email with that will probably be taken the wrong way. Besides, did he really want to pick a fight over something so stupid right before finals?? For the sake of his grades, I'm not going to make a big deal out of it (it was about me not stocking the fridge with veggies enough... I suppose it would be impossible for him to add to the endless grocery list in the kitchen....), but it pissed me off big time. He's going to grocery shop for his own groceries now. Whatever. If that's how he wants it, then fine. If I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't, then I just give up.

I kicked my ass this morning in the gym, and now my pelvis is all achy. I HATE THIS. I want this to be over!! Why can't I have gone back to the way I was pre-babies? And if my doc tells me again that there is nothing wrong with me, I'm going to piss on my chart and smack her upside the head with it. Clearly something is not right- I just wish I could do something about it.