Not feeling it.

Just in a bad mood in general lately. I don't know what's going on, but it seems like anything I attempt to do ends in failure. And the only thing that has been a source of joy is food lately. Not good.

LB is definitely in his terrible twos, for sure. The kid is driving me absolutely crazy. Most of my day is spent cleaning up after him, trying to deal with his tantrums, and telling him "no", which always elicits another tantrum. But what am I supposed to do? Let him play with the cheese grater? Can we say "skinned fingers"?

JC's been okay, but very needy. I know, he's only 6 months old, but the kid cries whenever I put him down. Literally. I don't know if he's teething or what, but it's ridiculous.

So put those together, and you can imagine what my day is like. Running after LB with JC on my hip, trying to do anything.... not a pretty picture.

I took them to Lens Crafters today because I needed new glasses and wanted to take advantage of their 50% off lenses sale (if you hadn't heard, it's going on until tomorrow- do it!). Good thing I did, because my lenses alone were nearly $500. *sigh* I'm so friggin blind. Add the frames and the total came to $417. Much more than I had planned on spending, so happy early birthday to me.

Let's see, what else has been going in the shitter? Hm, I have severe butterfingers for no apparent reason. I've completely lost my cooking touch. My brain can't focus on anything lately... case in point, this paragraph took about 3 minutes to type. And JC is in his room playing and LB is watching TV. Ugh, what is wrong with me??

So, pretty much nothing is going right lately, it seems. And my patience is running super low. Don't know what's up, maybe Mars is in retrograde or something. :P Whatever it is, it's gotta stop because I'm on the brink of a nervous breakdown.